Wow, it's been a little while since I've written anything. The past month and a half have been a little trying but through the grace of God, loving parents, and good friends I've made it through. It just seemed for a while that one problem led to another one and another one but it's ok because I'm still here and everything has worked out for the best.
Lately I've just been thinking back on what's gone on and it just kind of made me sad. I wasn't sad for myself, but really sad for someone that I had thought was my friend. I didn't do anything to this person but she felt the need to try to hurt me over and over again. I did feel hurt and pretty angry at first but I've come to realize that I'm not the problem. I didn't do anything. Now that things are kind of over I find myself really feeling sorry for her. I constantly keep her in my prayers. Sometimes I do get a little upset at myself for not seeing this person for who they were sooner. I just didn't want to believe that someone I called a best friend could be so malicious towards me. I don't understand it really but I guess it's not for me to understand. I'm just grateful to be out of the situation that I was in and still have my sanity.
Sunday, September 13, 2009
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